POETRY RANDOM THOUGHTS AND STUFF LIKE THAT…
I’m here once a week tryn’a get the bugs out my head
But the only thing this quack does is prescribe another fuckin’ med
Bugaboos and daja vu’s taunt my twisted brain
Perplexing me and vexing me
Rip me out these fuckin’ chains
I shift my body loosely tryn’a pull back on the reins
But these voices keep on whispering
VOICES: You’re weird stupid and insane
I got Tombstones in my Mattress
And I practice pretending they aren’t there
Potholes and traps for all who enter these tomb filled snares
I got ash cans and grey post
That line the belly of this seam
I got construction going on
In the trinkets of my dreams
In the pit of my Mattress
I call it the dead zone
There building a fortress
And fences
Calling it their home
And they aint even paying rent
I evicted two tenants
And could care less where they went
I waited
And I waited
And I waited for her
Days came
And they went
The sun shifted
And it bent
I talked to the gods
Bowed my head hopeful this would be rectified if I repent
But the water
Froze still
***
Painting by Edward William Cooke, Venice, A November Evening in the Lagoon (1859)
My blood
It tells me so
Transformation
Fear
Moving slow
Free
This thing had stolen the best parts of me
And turned me
Hungry
Teacher called CYS
~~~
Wished up-pon stupid stars
~~~
Now every man I get with tells me I have stupid scars
~~~
Shards fragments and residue
~~~
That little girl has been super scarred
~~~
Not enough ink to cover all these stupid scars
~~~
To note: Stu·pid
/ˈsto͞opəd/
Slang: Stoopid, Fifty levin meaning a mammoth amount
Stupid – Plenty, a lot, a large amount, massive amounts, heavy, collection, significant, extensive
Life has no form and waters rage deep
Blended pleasures between this storm under oceans feet
Fed daggers
Hidden
Buried
Sweet
Confused when you take this form
Rushing life from you only births stillborn
Masturbation lay at my feet
And love sways full moons
As if a breeze couldn’t pass between us
A gift
Who can run from
I wanna hear you laugh and cry
It’s up to you to let me inside
Without already innocently intruding
I tried to off myself
Cut my wrist
Watched blood seep from my veins
I thought of other ways but I’m too young for cocaine
Doctor told me I had a sprain and she bandaged my brain
***
I’m 13 years old and my dad tells me things will
Eve-Vent-Chu-Ally change
***
Mammas tryna’ get me away we took a ride on the train
I remember when mamma was sick
She had a sprain in her brain
I went with mamma weekly when she took the ride on the train
***
I stayed with the doc for 2 weeks
Until I went back to schoo’
Brian has a new girlfriend now but I don’t give a fuc’ cause I’m coo’
I laid still frozen on my back
While I heard the chants from the windows
From murmurs priest and Catholic’s
Screaming
MURDERER!
As one single tear drop fell from my eye
And collided pass my ear and slid down my neck
And froze itself right there
Tickling my neck
But this was not funny
And I dare not even crack a smile
I laid frozen on my back as the chants got louder
Hidden in a dream
You gave me babies to love me and called them queens
You sunk me into life
Long before I became your wife
You pumped love into my veins
And quoted scripture to repair my broken brain
Faith saved us from the savages that we were, losing faith makes us savages again
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