“I would love if my blogger family will reach out to someone new…or ~~someone old~~ a blogging friend you admire…and ask them to do a poetic duet with you. On April 25th I will showcase all the duets you ping back here to this post”. Here is her link to the challenge http://hastywords.wordpress.com/2013/04/14/help-me-celebrate/

The above is Hasty’s request for her one year anniversary in blogging and

I was more than happy to meet the challenge

This is my 2nd duet done with the very misunderstood http://morbidinsanity02.wordpress.com/2012/12/03/nonsense/

https://soundcloud.com/mentalnotes-1/misunderstood-by-morbid

Darkness engulfs my ancient soul

Pharaoh overtakes me and bleeds my heart cold

Snipping at me with invisible shears

All made of bitter tears

Nights and days I scream and cry

But no one hears…

Nobody asks why

Nobody sees…

My insignificants

That breeds magnificent

How did I get on the wrong side of this voyage?

I try to explore this

The tears that I cry

Nobody sees them sprout out of me!

All I have suffered until today have made me this that I am!

I look for transparency

But all I encounter is my own insanity

A lack of humanity

Even I misunderstand me

I wish I could have someone to weep with me my immense grief

Making me stop floating in fear

Oh I wish I could cry this I feel inside!

But I can’t get out of this dark valley I hide

I wish I could have someone to weep with me my immense grief

Making me stop floating in fear

But all I have is…

Only

With my huge pain
The pain that have made me this that I am

Oh I wish I could cry all this I feel inside!

But I can’t get out of this dark valley that I hide

April 23, 2013 17

The above is Hasty’s request for her one year anniversary in blogging and I was more than happy to meet the challenge

My duet was done with the very talented http://kipwalkin.wordpress.com/ and sinse we wrote this just today April 22

My birthday (: and also earth day I thought it appropriate to metaphorically write

about the world, the love in it and the lack of love for it

https://soundcloud.com/mentalnotes-1/untitled-poetry-by-me-and

Waste not what love has spilled

From Kentucky to Pennsylvania

With love filled thrills

The world has measured me weird

Like the clouds cover the sky

And the sunlight pierces the scene

This feeling gets me so high

And engulfs me from within

Loves river overflow and this tide won’t let us show

The places love has taken us

Only

Spirits

Only spirits dare to go

The unrelenting dynamics

In the workings of love within the heart

Steers the intangible mechanics

Of undying passions through sacred parts

Weird as it may seem

When tranquil

Thoughts grow wings

And depart to paths serene

Away from the dirt reality flings

Only God can set this scene

That covers the earth so green

Adam and Eve began to scheme

The love I am speaking of

Has become an evil dream

April 22, 2013 22

I have three hundred and sixty- five and a half reasons why I shouldn’t be at this place

And still I wait…

April 22, 2013 0

https://soundcloud.com/mentalnotes-1/calamity-poetry

I failed to see his logic

As he sang to me notes of anarchy and tragedy

I believed in this bittersweet fantasy that danced with me

And romanced me into submission

And I was wishin’ upon a star

That was light years to far

From my reality

I needed lanced and drained

To keep my nostrils free from cocaine

His presentation was a little blan

As we walked together holding hands in the sand

I heard him laugh and talk about our night together

And my heart went cold when he said

She was better

It was a high note I wrote

As I remembered the bomb in me that was ticking

I had hate to the deep of my blood and the taste was sickening

I was desperate for some pharmaceuticals to get me through my thoughts

I thought I was the seducer but I was the one who was caught

I needed a bible verse, jesus, church

Or a witches curse to rid me of this

Of this

Calamity

April 20, 2013 0

My friend was such a joy to be around

It was a little embarrassing when it made loud buzzing sounds

It was always there through every phase of my life

And over the years we’ve become awfully tight

I never met anything that made my insides feel so right

It swept in to comfort me on some of the loneliness nights

I don’t have to cook or clean

And it lets me be right

That’s why my dildo is my best friend

And has become the love of my life

April 20, 2013 20

SMOKE FILLED TEARS (HAIKU)

Isn’t life a gift?

Eyes left burnt with smoke filled tears

Killing them with love

April 18, 2013 1

Thoughts and Prayers Are Flying Their Way to Everyone Affected In Boston.

TEARS!!

TEARS!!

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April 17, 2013 2

My Midnight – Poe-Estory

Needing validation from some man

Any man

Wanting to be someone’s biggest fan

While my mind ran wild

Reminiscing about the boys I was attracted to as a child

The excitement that ran thru me was too intense to describe

There was this one particular guy that gave me this awfully strange vibe

And yes!

I was wide open for him

With his big back and size 9 brown Tim’s

He said, with his dark juicy lips

I stood there with attitude with my hands on my hips

He said

“girl you so pretty I just had to let you know, can I take you to dinner or maybe a show”

I was mesmerized by his smooth dark skin

My defenses wanted to say no but I knew the softness in me would win

I went home nervous and filled with fear

My heart wouldn’t stop pounding and on top of that I had absolutely nothing to wear

There was a war going on in my mind that my heart wasn’t trying hear

I decided to call him and tell him I couldn’t go

He picked up the phone, I guess caller ID and said, please don’t tell me no

I was in a panic could this really be

Could this handsome man really like me

We went to dinner and of course a show

I wasn’t sure what to expect I really didn’t know

I stared at him gently and thought

I don’t know how anyone can tell this man no

Women they stopped and stared

I cut my eyes at those broads like don’t even dare

This man was handsome and OH SO FINE

And just for tonight Mr. Chocolate was all mine

The men they whispered

“Dame she’s a dime”

He tipped the waiter and said

“Bring us the finest wine”

The restaurant was nice and yes full of talk

I got up and excused myself with my oh so sexy walk

The men they eyed and said dame who is she

My midknight turned around and said.

“Oh she’s with me”

We laughed and talked and got to know what each other liked

I was so nervous ‘cause everything felt so right

Meanwhile I was filled with fear

The night was almost over and I was really, really scared

Was he like the others would he try to get me in his bed

He looked at me, said goodnight, and kissed my hand instead

That was really different, that I couldn’t take

All thru the night my thoughts I would awake

This man had me shook with his manly ways and his oh so serious look

There came a day he said

“We need to talk seriously”

That was the day I said yes and became his wife to be

Remember in the beginning when I was tempted to say no

Well it’s been 55 years and I’m glad he made me go

Imagine 55 years with just one man

I’m proud to say he still loves me and I’m still his biggest fan

April 16, 2013 2

“The Journal of Wall Grimm” 77 Melody, Another Gary Oldmanism, & Monty Python’s Hats

Here I am again a character in Grimms World (: if you haven’t read any of these journals about a dude called Wall Grimm I suggest you do it is very interesting. I am Melody based on “My Avatar” series Poetry form.

April 14, 2013 2