Needing validation from some man
Any man
Wanting to be someone’s biggest fan
While my mind ran wild
Reminiscing about the boys I was attracted to as a child
The excitement that ran thru me was too intense to describe
There was this one particular guy that gave me this awfully strange vibe
And yes!
I was wide open for him
With his big back and size 9 brown Tim’s
He said, with his dark juicy lips
I stood there with attitude with my hands on my hips
He said
“girl you so pretty I just had to let you know, can I take you to dinner or maybe a show”
I was mesmerized by his smooth dark skin
My defenses wanted to say no but I knew the softness in me would win
I went home nervous and filled with fear
My heart wouldn’t stop pounding and on top of that I had absolutely nothing to wear
There was a war going on in my mind that my heart wasn’t trying hear
I decided to call him and tell him I couldn’t go
He picked up the phone, I guess caller ID and said, please don’t tell me no
I was in a panic could this really be
Could this handsome man really like me
We went to dinner and of course a show
I wasn’t sure what to expect I really didn’t know
I stared at him gently and thought
I don’t know how anyone can tell this man no
Women they stopped and stared
I cut my eyes at those broads like don’t even dare
This man was handsome and OH SO FINE
And just for tonight Mr. Chocolate was all mine
The men they whispered
“Dame she’s a dime”
He tipped the waiter and said
“Bring us the finest wine”
The restaurant was nice and yes full of talk
I got up and excused myself with my oh so sexy walk
The men they eyed and said dame who is she
My midknight turned around and said.
“Oh she’s with me”
We laughed and talked and got to know what each other liked
I was so nervous ‘cause everything felt so right
Meanwhile I was filled with fear
The night was almost over and I was really, really scared
Was he like the others would he try to get me in his bed
He looked at me, said goodnight, and kissed my hand instead
That was really different, that I couldn’t take
All thru the night my thoughts I would awake
This man had me shook with his manly ways and his oh so serious look
There came a day he said
“We need to talk seriously”
That was the day I said yes and became his wife to be
Remember in the beginning when I was tempted to say no
Well it’s been 25 years and I’m glad he made me go
Imagine 25 years with just one man
I’m proud to say he still loves me and I’m still his biggest fan
That’s so beautiful !
THANK YOU (: