Dark skies encompass my heart

Because for a brief moment we were just centimeters apart

And she held on tightly to my gentle parts

That float

In limbo

Somewhere eon’s out in the hemisphere

I want her gone

The sickening truth is

She is part of my scares

And she will always live here

What the fuck is this !?!? – Poetry

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I didn’t mean to give myself to another

He startled me as I turned around.
I heard his manly sound

It was him 

I was caught off guard when he said

What the fuck is this!

I told my husband it was only a kiss

I stood there in the rain as the gel from my curl set ran down my temple

I love you
I said, and again, he said

What the fuck is this!!

I, I, I, as I stuttered to try and find the words

My mistress stood there pleading with her eyes for me to acknowledge her

She wanted me to say, this is the woman I’ve been seeing every day

But I stood there
Blank

As I watched my husband’s heart sink into the earth with the rain

I wanted to reverse this pain

He said again with much more authority

WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS!!!!
If it was only a kiss why is she crying

I stood there

Trapped
But if I walked away now I knew I’d miss her

We all just stood there

In the rain

Blank

As I thought

What the fuck is this!