My blood
It tells me so
Transformation
Fear
Moving slow
Free
This thing had stolen the best parts of me
And turned me
Hungry
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Hungry – 30 days of Poetry excerpts #28
Thank you for visiting this crazy place 🙂
Thank you for visiting this crazy place 🙂
/ˈsto͞opəd/ Scars ~ 30 days of Poetry excerpts
Teacher called CYS
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Wished up-pon stupid stars
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Now every man I get with tells me I have stupid scars
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Shards fragments and residue
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That little girl has been super scarred
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Not enough ink to cover all these stupid scars
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To note: Stu·pid
/ˈsto͞opəd/
Slang: Stoopid, Fifty levin meaning a mammoth amount
Stupid – Plenty, a lot, a large amount, massive amounts, heavy, collection, significant, extensive
I Came Through You – 30 days of Poetry excerpts #27
Life has no form and waters rage deep
Blended pleasures between this storm under oceans feet
Fed daggers
Hidden
Buried
Sweet
Confused when you take this form
Rushing life from you only births stillborn
Masturbation lay at my feet
And love sways full moons
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Intruder – 30 days of Poetry excerpts
As if a breeze couldn’t pass between us
A gift
Who can run from
I wanna hear you laugh and cry
It’s up to you to let me inside
Without already innocently intruding
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Puberty 1988 – 30 days of Poetry excerpts
I tried to off myself
Cut my wrist
Watched blood seep from my veins
I thought of other ways but I’m too young for cocaine
Doctor told me I had a sprain and she bandaged my brain
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I’m 13 years old and my dad tells me things will
Eve-Vent-Chu-Ally change
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Mammas tryna’ get me away we took a ride on the train
I remember when mamma was sick
She had a sprain in her brain
I went with mamma weekly when she took the ride on the train
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I stayed with the doc for 2 weeks
Until I went back to schoo’
Brian has a new girlfriend now but I don’t give a fuc’ cause I’m coo’
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I know excerpts are supposed to be short but I get lost in what parts I wanna add and end up with half of the dang poem lol
Remembering – 30 days of Poetry excerpts #26
I laid still frozen on my back
While I heard the chants from the windows
From murmurs priest and Catholic’s
Screaming
MURDERER!
As one single tear drop fell from my eye
And collided pass my ear and slid down my neck
And froze itself right there
Tickling my neck
But this was not funny
And I dare not even crack a smile
I laid frozen on my back as the chants got louder
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He Loves Me to Life – 30 days of Poetry excerpts #24
Hidden in a dream
You gave me babies to love me and called them queens
You sunk me into life
Long before I became your wife
You pumped love into my veins
And quoted scripture to repair my broken brain
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Goodness and Mercy – 30 days of Poetry excerpts
It’s some Jesus stuff they sprinkle
When things are dark like night
And they will never leave or forsake me
No matter how tuff the fight
There is one thing I am sure of
Although my choices aren’t always right
Goodness and Mercy shall follow me
All the days of my life
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Even Robots Cry – 30 days of Poetry excerpts #23
Rainbows have rain
Rain has dirt
But robots have people
Who feel nothing
Even when they hurt
***
Even robots cry
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Winter – 30 days of Poetry excerpts
Winter strayed
And each beat in my heart was hollow and delayed
Bottomless floors
And empty doors
Were prolonged
Breathe
For way too long
Breathe
Until winter
Breathe
And snowflakes
Breathe
Froze still
Breathe
Upon my lips
Were a thousand rips
That brought lessons
Breathe
To this season
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