You will Stay – 30 days of poetry excerpts #1

Shift shapers and hate makers whisper in my ear

I stopped taking my meds and things don’t seem real clear

My Dr. told me I had a nervous bleeding in my brain

The judge told me I was criminally insane

I knew some of my crazy was from the cocaine

See I’ve had my lover tied up in the basement for, only God knows when

I looked at him and said…

YOU WILL STAY WITH ME AND YOU’LL STAY UNTIL THE VERY END

NERVOUS BLEEDING IN MY BRAIN (POETRY W/AUDIO) RATED R

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Love Is… Random Thoughts

Love is bad breath in the morning and undone toenails
Granny underwear sometimes and holey boxer you’ve begged your husband to throw away a trillion times
Love is hiding those embarrassing sweat pants he would wear every day
Had I not tucked them at the bottom of the trash
Love is no make-up
Love is a cup with one partial (false tooth) in a glass on the nightstand and fixodent on the kitchen counter
Love is weight gain and loss
Love is … Have you seen my glasses
Love is grief and excitement
Love is … Did you take your blood pressure pills
Love is… YES I have worn this bra 7 days straight leave me alone
Love is we are at the hospital at 3am and I have to be to work at 6
Love is sex while in the 3rd day of PMS… Love is a bloody mess!
Love is… I’m an hour away come get me my car broke down
Love is counseling and church
Love is grandkids
Love is menopause
Attitudes
Fights
Make ups
Break ups
Love is an agreement
A commitment
A contract
A constant compromise
Love is sweet
Love is also ugly
Love is we haven’t had sex in a good bit but we’re going to figure it out
Love is… I’m staying even though I don’t like you right now
By the way it used to be a crime to abandon your wife. Off to jail you go lol
Did I say love is a bloody mess!
Love is not a game
Love is not for the faint of heart
Love covers a multitude of sins (1Peter 4:8)
Love is not always pretty
Love is Love

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What is your Love is …???

DO NOT RESUSCITATE – Poetry

Weights heavy like burdens
In search to erase a thing
A thing!
A terrible thing
No amount of love can resuscitate me
To a normal thing
This empty land mind has swallowed my ethos
They look at me as somewhat of a weirdo
With blood on my shirt and dirt in my nails
I have the stench of lonely only the dead can smell
No person place or thing
Can resurrect me
Normal
I want to will myself a reset
To erase all the regret
My silence cry rivers and my soul is damned
To something morbid and sadistic
And no song I sing can erase the thing
That screamed at me in a dream to wake
Corners turn curves
To shake awake every unhinged nerve
Scream then disappear
I’ve been hiding from the boogie man
Haunted by memories
I will forever be trapped
In this dream
And no amount of love can resuscitate me

Moments- Poetry

Moments of mourning

A laugh

A look

A smell

A sadness

A lingering

Souls make clouds
A soft wind in the stillness

Perfume lingers
A misplaced thought

To remind you

I’m still here

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Just reflecting back on all the loved ones I lost in the last 3 years. I took some hard blows but I know they are always with me in spirit ❤️‍🩹

I love how the words dance around each other – Poetry

Words

Betwixt ~ Poe- Estory

I can see it for miles
How fairy dust sprinkled a frown
And turned a grown woman so quickly to a child
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And left a road map on her skin
Moving through time stiffening her like porcelain
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Beyond the portals where 2 people reside
Same person betwixed against different times
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Amongst the archives
Between two worlds
Were both their lives
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Beyond the door she went back through ~ to restore
She wrote a note to herself and the little girl
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This is your future self
And I promise
We’ll be better than we were all the times before

Don’t trust the woman in the mirror she’s got a secret

I know this doesn’t make sense but your going to meet a man on your 17th birthday and he will become your husband

Don’t trust him

To be continued…

Him ~ Poem

I can see it for miles
How fairy dust sprinkled a smile
And thrust intimacy in me for miles
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There’s something in his movement
That softens my fall
I stay close to nature wet from desires call
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Rivers of emotions drives me to his skin
I can’t fall asleep with anyone
I can’t sleep with anyone unless it’s him

Landscape – Reblog Poetry

She tells me I’m delusional To still love the thread that pullMe from where I stoodAnd they say it’s in your bloodBut the woodI frequent whispers things to meAnd it let me be Amid the chains a-bindingAnd there are avenues I’m finding Back to where we wereAnd you may still be with herI just wouldn’t […]

Landscape

This triggered something in me, it’s a beautiful piece ❤️‍🩹

Debris- Poem

Missing pieces
A riddle
A blink
A touch
A melody
The energies
Emerge
To find

– Something lost –

I must
Disappear
And the thought
Frightens me
And lingers
In da-breeze

Defensive ~ Poem

I’ve got borders a fortress and gaurdrails a garden of tombs
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No space for emotion got love and hate filling rooms
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I’ve been hoarding my feelings in skyscrapers and doom
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Held hostage in buildings I’m done billing old wounds
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I’m bitter and broken too much hate to consume
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Leave me suspicious and paranoid while this dark agent looms