My weakened fall
Like a water fall
From the fall
You catch me
Catch me- Poem
I will never again
Allow myself to feel
The pain
Of being
Out of love
I won’t die
Ever again
Such a painful death
Help
I’ve been drowning in a smile
Lie so false pedestrians can see it for miles
And my heart refuses to sail a ship
Slanted smile across my lips
And an anchor loosely dangles in the curve of my hips
Lightning bolts springing from the bridge of my fingertips
And I mark the day for happiness
To drive a pathway
Thru my heart
Caged
I’m still caged walking with this hidden rage from old age
My bones are brittle and strong is just a song used to tell tall tales
Sail away with me
To a place Jesus journeyed and rainbows are neverending
Running from Damascus waiting for the storm to pass us
Come sail away with me to a place where pain
Will be no more
Mourning
I listened to his heart beat
I wrapped my legs between his feet
I watched him sleep and tucked him safely away in the warmth of my sheets
I played with his ears
Somehow that soothed my fears
About
Mourning
I scaled his face with my point finger
And I cried
Because
Mourning
Was well on its way
Caged in Old Age – Poetry
I’m still caged walking with this hidden rage from old age
My bones are brittle and strong is just a song used to tell tall tales
Sail away with me
To a place Jesus journeyed and rainbows are neverending
Running from Damascus waiting for the storm to pass us
Come sail away with me to a place where pain
Will be no more
PROZAC
I’m lost, and I’m trying to find my way back.
Where am I?
Who are you?
I’m schizo and you look schizo too.
How do I get out of this fucking box?
I’m walking but I can’t feel my feet.
I’m being pushed by a fiery heat.
OUCH!!!
That hurts.
STOP!!!
Where the fuck am I?
It’s dark.
I can’t see.
WILL SOMEONE TURN ON THE FUCKING LIGHTS!!!
Wait! Wait!
This can’t be right.
Something’s wrong.
Where are the damn lights?
It’s dark.
Shit, I’m scared.
This is weird.
Damn, it’s HOT.
WILL SOMEONE TURN THE DAMN HEAT OFF!!!
PLEASE, PLEASE HELP ME GET OUT OF HERE!
Ok, ok let me calm down and figure out how the hell I got here so I can get the hell out.
Ok, think.
The last thing I remember.
What was the last thing I remember?
Oh, I was with that guy and he was so, so fine.
Shit, I’m drawing a blank.
My eyes are getting heavy.
I. Just. Want. To.Go. To. Sleep.
BITCH WAKE UP!!!
BITCH WAKE UP!!!
WHERE WAS I?
Oh, oh ok I remember.
The bathroom.
I was in the bathroom.
That man was with me.
I can’t keep my eyes open.
OPEN YOU’RE FUCKIN EYES.
Come on open, open…
It feels like I’m watching a movie.
This shit is crazy.
I have got to pull myself together.
It’s the PROZAC.
Yeah.
The fucking PROZAC…
FUCKIN WITH MY HEAD!
I need to get off these drugs.
HEY!!!
HEY YOU OVER THERE!!!
Where the fuck are we?
Hey, where you going?
You can’t just leave me here.
Shit I. AM. FADING.
It feels so good.
Oh please let me fade.
It feels too good to come back now.
GRAB MY HAND!!!
COME ON GRAB MY HAND!!!
I have got to leave those fucking drugs alone.
Mental note…
Need a bigger bathroom.
HELP ME
I’m lost, and I’m trying to find my way back.
Where am I?
Who are you?
I’m schizo and you look schizo too.
How do I get out of this fucking box?
I’m walking but I can’t feel my feet.
I’m being pushed by a fiery heat.
OUCH!!!
That hurts.
STOP!!!
Where the fuck am I?
It’s dark.
I can’t see.
WILL SOMEONE TURN ON THE FUCKING LIGHTS!!!
Wait! Wait!
This can’t be right.
Something’s wrong.
Where are the damn lights?
It’s dark.
Shit, I’m scared.
This is weird.
Damn, it’s HOT.
WILL SOMEONE TURN THE DAMN HEAT OFF!!!
PLEASE, PLEASE….
Ok, ok let me calm down and figure out how the hell I got here so I can get the hell out.
Ok, think.
The last thing I remember.
What was the last thing I remember?
Oh, I was with that guy and he was so, so fine.
Shit, I’m drawing a blank.
My eyes are getting heavy.
I. Just. Want. To.Go. To. Sleep.
BITCH WAKE UP!!!
BITCH WAKE UP!!!
WHERE WAS I?
Oh, oh ok I remember.
The bathroom.
I was in the bathroom.
That man was with me.
I can’t keep my eyes open.
OPEN YOU’RE FUCKIN EYES.
Come on open, open…
It feels like I’m watching a movie.
This shit is crazy.
I have got to pull myself together.
It’s the PROZAC.
Yeah.
The fucking PROZAC…
FUCKIN WITH MY HEAD!
I need to get off these drugs.
HEY!!!
HEY YOU OVER THERE!!!
Where the fuck are we?
Hey, where you going?
You can’t just leave me here.
Shit I. AM. FADING.
It feels so good.
Oh please let me fade.
It feels too good to come back now.
GRAB MY HAND!!!
COME ON GRAB MY HAND!!!
I have got to leave those fucking drugs alone.
Mental note…
Need a bigger bathroom.
Hollow
Love is too expensive
Every interaction has become suspect and defensive
I borrowed, stole and emptied my center and I paid
Now every beat in my heart has become hollowed and delayed
And it captured me
Tethered
Tethered to trust a glimpse
Amongst the darkened sky
Feathers but a day
Fury from abide
Forgetting that you are
But just a simple tide
We board the picture frame
And watch as lives collide
Intruder – Poetry
Heart and brain frequencies talk secretly and majestically
Most are not aligned
You don’t have to say much but tell me your side
For I experienced it with you
As if a breeze couldn’t pass between us
A gift
Who can run from
I wanna hear you laugh and cry
It’s up to you to let me inside
Without already innocently intruding
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