There was a paradigm shift
That came way too late
Because
I was already
Gone…
JOINED HEARTS (POETRY)
They were one broken heart
Limping like wounded soldiers
They were
Trying
To find their way back
To something
Tangible
NOT MY MAN! (POETRY)
I want to get him and get him good
I am seeing red
As I watch them both laying in our bed
Him giving my man what looked like some “meeeeaaan” head
The chic from kill bill won’t have shit on me
I will start with his lover, make him watch, make him see
I’m ready to spend the rest of my life in jail
I might as well go all the way
They both can go straight underneith of hell
This can’t be my reality
Homosexuality
A preference, a personal reference
But oh God
Not my man!
THE WAY THEY WERE (POETRY W/ AUDIO)
I heard the desperation
In a voice that had been dry
Because he was denied
And it was her flesh that cried
He wanted her to see
The man he so desperately needed to be
A chain reaction
Turned into
A fraction
Multiplied
By love
But three doesn’t equal two
And chances are
Things will never be the same
Can she ever really change?
It’s his heart that’s been stained
By her
And her
And her
And her
He just wishes
Things
Could
Go back
To
The way
They were
LESSONS (POETRY)
I nurtured him back to life
Because she was incapable of doing it
I reassured him
That I was his mistress
Never with an art
Because the stars where never aligned
At the right time
Tired of loving what could never be mines
Tryn’a separate me from the sin
Knowing this is a lesson
I will never repeat again
Because
I was his mistress
WHAT WAS (POETRY)
Was a love I couldn’t control
Washed up tears, aggressively stole
Running through trees
Rose bushes and oceans abound
Lost in time that had such a beautiful sound
Leave me to dream
Denial hates to be found
Playing between the sheets, blankets, pillows and all
Hearing the voices but never once answering to its call
Please wake me from this forbidden craft
That hides itself fully
Behind religious mask
The lust and betrayal
Well, it’s really hard to tame
And it could never be the same
Because sensations knows my name
From past games
I know there are many ways to avoid
Such gut wrenching pain
Love is really powerful
And can drive the strongest king insane
Pleasurable pain
Strong enough to awaken the most forbidden sin
Love will stir your heart up
Take it back
Strengthen it
Only to begin the madness again
Put me back together
Because I’ve fallen apart
Razors
Daggers
And swords
Aiming straight for my heart
Protect me from this weapon
I choose to call love
And never trust the past
Because
It
Will
Always
Be
What was
I FELT YOU BREATHING LAST NIGHT (POETRY)
I FELT YOU BREATHING LAST NIGHT
AND YOU WERE A THOUSAND MILES AWAY
YOU WERE NOT IN MY BED
OR IN THE NEXT ROOM
YOU WEREN’T AROUND THE CORNER
OR ON THE OTHER SIDE OF TOWN
YOU WERE A THOUSAND MILES AWAY
BUT YET
AND STILL
I FELT YOU BREATHING LAST NIGHT
DANCE WITH ME (POETRY W/AUDIO)
https://soundcloud.com/mentalnotes-1/dance-with-me-poetry
Dance with me in the wind
So I can never think of him
EVER AGAIN
Pardon me of my sins
So I can never hurt myself again
Heal my heart
So I can love again
SNAPPED!!!! (POETRY/ TITLE CHANGE)
I WATCHED MY CLOCK TICK
12AM
I LAID IN MY BED
MY MIND PLAYING WICKED GAMES WITH ME
12:01
:02
:03
:04
AND ON
AND ON
AND ON
12:16
UNTIL I SNAPPED
AND WALKED AWAY
FREE
MISTRESS
I met him; I fell in love with him
I knew he wasn’t mines
But he grew on me
Like a 19th century bottle of
Old money kind’a wine
She knew about us for years
And for years she took a back seat
Because she knew without me
His heart was strangely weak
He was a police officer
And in the line of duty, he was shot
I screamed!
Please tell me he is not dead!
Please tell me he is not!!
He laid in the hospital
In that dreadful coma for 20 long weeks
It was not her body he longed for
Between those hospital sheets
It was hard for her to deny
Because she knew if she did not find me
Her husband would surely die
This woman knew he was in love with me
And only wanted her husband to survive
So willing to do anything
To keep her husband alive
She grabbed his phone
Braced herself
And stood up on her feet
She sought me out knowing
His heart was strangely weak
I laid with him
And she approved of me
In that hospital bed
She silently requested help
And pushed me towards his bed
A few days later he awoke
I jumped up from between the sheets
And it killed her
As she looked on
Knowing
I was the reason
His heart still beat
Its been three years now
And she is still his wife
And everyday
I regret the day
I saved that bastard’s life!
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