Troubles stir up, weeds strangle my opened brain

Roaming my veins and senses

I wear the memories

Mind collapsed

Kill the fucker

Cocaine!

INSANE!

Fingers

Mind bent

Lingers

Time spent

Triggers

Sinners

Went

Maze

For days

Grudge

Anything

Sluggish nudge

To be hugged

And loved

By drugs and street thugs

Alley tugs

Her spirit

Can you hear it

Screaming

Come to me

Come to me

Come to me!

Come to me

NOOOOOO!!!!!!!

GET THE F*** OUT MY BRAIN!!!!!
Cocaine

A collection of weapons used

A pretense

Unconscious defense

Against

A wounded heart

WORDS!

 

I had an oversupply of fuck yous

That nobody knew

Came

From

Me

I can hear it in the distance

Bleeding the sound

That can be heard miles

And miles

And miles beneath burdened ground

I can feel it

Even under a whisper

Sensations plague my senses

Without my permission

Like military transistors

And lust craves my very essence

Sad and lonely suffers my bones

Left me

Dropped

Lava

Melted

Deep

Ratchet

Between dark alleys

And ancient cobblestones

Tears heavy like bricks

Pots so deep it was hard to mix

The word fix with exist

And my inner twitch was hard to resist

Because

I

Still

Love him

His lips

Drip

Melted candle sticks

Was a bad trip

Standing beyond this cliff

Waiting for pigs to fly

And I had an oversupply of fuck yous

That nobody knew

Came

Directly

From

Me

He Loves me to Life

Through a Cross Road of Love

Leaves Vacancies

A diagnosed Disorder

Makes me Doubled Minded

And I began Sculpting Tears

That proclaims me Beautiful

That was Restitution

To The Man on the Bus

He saw my Haunted House

And read my Braille

Sunday November 3^rd at 1am I will not forget

He Was

Like and Icicle

Melted into me

https://mentalnotes1.wordpress.com/2013/11/27/he-loves-me-to-life-poetry-waudio/

https://mentalnotes1.wordpress.com/2013/11/25/crossroad-of-lovepoetry/

https://mentalnotes1.wordpress.com/2013/11/24/2435/

https://mentalnotes1.wordpress.com/2013/11/17/disorder-random-thoughts/

https://mentalnotes1.wordpress.com/2013/11/17/double-minded-poem/

https://mentalnotes1.wordpress.com/2013/11/12/sculpting-tears-poem/

https://mentalnotes1.wordpress.com/2013/11/06/beautiful-random-thought/

https://mentalnotes1.wordpress.com/2013/11/02/restitution-po/

https://mentalnotes1.wordpress.com/2013/10/31/to-the-man-on-the-bus-pages-matam/

https://mentalnotes1.wordpress.com/2013/10/30/haunted-house-epigram/

https://mentalnotes1.wordpress.com/2013/10/30/braile-poetry/

https://mentalnotes1.wordpress.com/2013/10/29/sunday-november-3-at-1am-dont-forget/

https://mentalnotes1.wordpress.com/2013/10/29/he-was-random-thought/

Systematic X 4

Fractured mind

One door

I lust him X 4

Systematically ignored

A thousand is never enough

Because

I will always

Want more

You touch me in places

Foreign to lingering lust

Where blood flows heavy

And veins pump deeper than an oceans rush

You take me over mountains

You make waters flow from some of the driest, emptiest of fountains

Hidden in a dream

You gave me babies to love me and called them queens

You sunk me into life

Long before I became your wife

You pumped love into my veins

And quoted scripture to repair my broken brain

What a tedious job picking locks and whispering through rusted chains

With nothing to gain

You

Loved

Me

You

Loved me

To

Life

I have loved you beyond my hearts ability

Screaming blasphemy at my own spiritual immobility

Lusting for life and my own mental fertility

I still love you beyond my own ability

I can’t even make love to you and it’s killing me

And here I am on the edge of hello

Or goodbye

I’m standing on the crossroad of

Love

http://soundcloud.com/mentalnotes-1/crossroad-of-love

 

My wounds remind me that he is still present

Brought memory to my tears

And turned hearts into jilted crescents

Soft upon my groans

He made rigamortis shift

And threw wind to my broken bones

 Vacancies

Where spider webs scaled empty tombs

 Sad and troubled 

Still tryna’ fill this depressed room

Heart cold upon my floor

Chest pressed heavy against our martyred door 

I am desperate for these broken bones to be restored

An aching in my groans
He made rigamortis shift
And threw wind to my broken bones
Vacancies

Soft upon my pain

Harnessed

Heartless

Broken

DOUBLE

MINDED

I

CANT

FIND

IT

THE

I

IN

ME

ITS

HARD

TO

SEE

WITH

THIS

DISORDER

 

Turbulence through this double face

What a broken place

Sand storms elude this chase

There was no one to catch the red that fell from this place

Double minded

Can’t rewind it

Because she will always wear

A painted smile