If it’s to be, it will…AFTER THE DIVORCE! (FEATURE)

When you love someone, you must be willing to share certain thing that you believe will save them trouble and grief. That is the nature of this message; it is intended to save you grief. So here goes…don’t sleep with other peoples partners! It’s not nice, in fact it is dangerous. It really isn’t nice and if you’re not careful you will find out just how pissed off they are. I know you think its love. I know you feel this is the one. You are mistaken. The one who is with someone else cannot be the one who is meant for you. Forget what they say. Forget what you tell yourself. It is never a loving thing to do to sleep with someone else’s partner  under any circumstances. So please don’t do it.

 Until Today, a daily meditation By Iyanla Vanzant

MEMORY (RANDOM THOUGHT)

Time was the only thing that could take his ache away

But not even time

Can stop

A memory

PEACEFUL FREEDOM (RANDOM THOUGHTS)

As I sit on the river listening to my new found freedom.

And my own kind of mixed up, but somewhat sane thoughts.

What a silent pleasure.

I look out at the water.

The muddy essence of the river clouds my nostrils and spider webs scale my face.

Once hated, now loved by me.

I see couples chit chatting, not really hearing the words but more of a whisper, as they walk holding hands.

MUST BE NICE…

There was a time I would have gotten angry; because they would have been sure to blow what I thought was a peaceful ride to heaven.

At this moment I only want to be seen riding into my thought.

Maybe so they can get a glimpse at a confused but somewhat sane mind at work.

As they walk by, a part of me wants them to ask?

“Miss, what are you writing?”

My story would only scare them.

I’m better off left alone to sort out this peaceful freedom on paper.

I am in a peaceful but somewhat dense thought.

This density is going nowhere because I notice there are no stars out tonight.

That’s ok…

Might be…

Some tommorow…

If God wakes me up to enjoy yet another peaceful freedom.

Thank you, Sanity

SIN IS SIN (RANDOM THOUGHT )

 

MY SIN IS STRONG

YOUR SIN IS WEAK

I SINNED TODAY

YOU SINNED LAST WEEK

 

SIN IS SIN

THANK YOU http://readinpleasure.wordpress.com/

THANK YOU http://readinpleasure.wordpress.com/ FOR FOLLOWING ME AND ALWAYS SHOWING MY POETRY LOVE. I APPRECIATE YOU AND YOUR KIND WORDS. I WILL NOT ASK YOU TO WRITE AN ESSAY, NOMINATE A BILLION FOLLOWERS,,,LOL OR WRITE SEVEN THINGS ABOUT YOURSELF. JUST KEEP DOING WHAT YOU ARE DOING. I REALLY THINK YOU ARE AWSOME AND I SALUTE YOU (:

“2013” (RANDOM THOUGHTS)

REFLECTIONS

1. EVENT

2. AWARNESS

3. DECISION

4. COMMITMENT

5. PROCESS

6. CHANGE

2012 HAS  REALLY BEEN A GREAT YEAR, IN SPITE OF THE STORMS, I AM GRATEFUL! I AM EVEN MORE GRATEFUL THAT I HAVE THE OPPERTUNITY TO MAKE 2013 AN EVEN BETTER YEAR.  THE LESSONS I HAVE LEARNED HAVE BEEN LIFE CHANGING, LIFE  CAN, AND WILL, ONLY GET BETTER FROM HERE.

THANK YOU UNIVERSE (:

DARK PLACES “VS” SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL ( RANDOM THOUGHTS)

Well bloggers, as some of you know I have some how shifted my writing from my past life of addiction to something very dark. My book Mental Notes http://www.amazon.com/Mental-Notes-ebook/dp/B005VX0WL8/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1353151329&sr=1-1&keywords=MENTAL+NOTES+BY+LATOYA+HARRIS was published last year and was my liberation. My mission was to expose this dirty disease called addiction and I think I did a great job at that. Then I got my heart broken while learning who I really am. What I mean is God was working on me and I interrupted His process and It brought up all sorts of issues from childhood. Things I thought I had buried a long time ago, rejection, abandonment, abuse, fear, fear of what, I don’t know. I got my heart broken this year and thus came this little girl I never realized I utilized so much https://mentalnotes1.wordpress.com/category/avatar-part-1/ I wrote her into my life and even named her My Avatar.

My first dark poem was “You will stay with me till the very end” https://mentalnotes1.wordpress.com/2012/07/24/you-will-stay-with-me-until-the-very-end/ This was the beginning of my heart break and this poem SCARED THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF ME! I asked myself, self,  WTF IS THIS CRAZY SHIT YOU JUST WROTE, LOL talking to myself as I sometimes do (: So, I have been stuck on the dark side every since and I am desperate to find my way back to Something Beautiful.

This years life lesson has been life changing. I am  still not certain how grateful I am for them  because it was and still is very painful, but boy, oh boy did I get it this time, the lesson. This is my second time having to repeat this lesson, but I finally got it, life is that way.

So bloggers my mission is to write Something Beautiful and I will!

This is a challenge to self, Something Beautiful 

Happy New Year, I wish you all the best of everything and I mean that!

THE BEST OF EVERYTHING, AND SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL ❤

ENTER AT YOUR OWN RISK

BIPOLAR (RANDOM WARNING)

WARNING…

THE PEACE MAKER MADE ME POST THIS

THE SKITZOFRANTIC 52 YEAR OLD CAUCASION MAN WARNED HER NOT TO

HE BELIEVES THIS SITE IS FOR BELIEVERS, DREAMERS

AND THE HIGHLY MOTIVATED AND THEY ALL WANT HIM DEAD

THERE ARE ABOUT 8 PEOPLE WHO LIVE IN MY MIND

OF ALL DIFFERENT NATIONALITIES, SIZES, AGES AND GENDER

SCREEMING TO BE HEARD

THEY ARE ALL TRYING TO GET ALONG IN SUCH A SMALL SPACE

NOT ALWAYS EASY

I APOLOGIZE IN ADVANCE IF YOU READ ANYTHING OFFENSIVE OR CONTROVERSAL

I HAVE VERY LITTLE IF ANY CONTROL OVER ANY OF THEM

O BOY,,,

HOLD ON FOR THE RIDE…..

I AM A SUCKER FOR LOVE AND A SOB STORY, I AM DEFINITELY FOR THE UNDER DOG. I AM A LITTLE WIERD BUT VERY LOVING, I AM PERFECTLY IMPERFECT BUT SHHHH DONT TELL ANYONE (:  I AM ALSO A RECOVERING HERION ADDICT MY CLEAN DATE IS SEPTEMBER 24 2010, ALTHOUGH I DONT LIKE LABELS, I UNDERSTAND I CAN NOT USE DRUGS IN MODERATION UNDER ANY CURCUMSTANCES. I STAY CLEAN NO MATTER HOW BAD OR GOOD I FEEL THATS IT THATS ALL NO COMPROMISE! I WROTE A POETRY BOOK CALLED MENTAL NOTES ABOUT ADDICTION AND ALL THE INSANITY ASSOCIATED WITH IT I HAVE RANDOMLY BEEN POSTING PIECES OF THE BOOK TO MY BLOG. HERE IS THE KINDLE LINK  http://www.amazon.com/Mental-Notes-ebook/dp/B005VX0WL8/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1353151329&sr=1-1&keywords=MENTAL+NOTES+BY+LATOYA+HARRISI AM SO GRATEFUL FOR THE ROAD I AM TRAVELING!

THERE IS WAY TO MUCH I CAN SAY ABOUT ME BUT I WONT BORE U WITH MY WAY TO BORING BIO. WE ALL HAVE ONE COMMON BOND, WE LOVE TO WRITE.

I AM STILL TRYING TO FIGURE ALL THIS OUT (LIFE) IN THE MEAN TIME I WILL DO WHAT THE UNIVERSE HAS CALLED ME TO DO…WRITE

UNTIL WEE MEET AGAIN,,,,LUV YA, LATOYA

HEART ATTACK! (RANDOM THOUGHT W/ AUDIO)

http://soundcloud.com/mentalnotes-1/heart-attack#play

SO GLAD I STILL HAVE MY YOUTH

BECAUSE IF I WERE 80

I WOULD BE DEAD

FROM THIS HEART BREAK

RANDOM THOUGHT

I apologize for any offensive poetry, haikus’ random thoughts, epigrams or comments. I am skilled at reading between the lines, I do it every day with clients I work with. Often times I speak without thinking, it gets me in trouble a lot but believe me I mean no harm. I promise, I’m soft as butter.

I am learning that it is not good to speak so abrasively with people I don’t know (bloggers.) Writers will never admit it but we are sensitive about what we write and I must, must, must be mindful about that because causing harm can come in many forms.

On the flip side, tough skin is important in the world of blogging and you must be open to almost anything. I do try to be respectful as possible without restraining my writing, something I have very little control over. I am sorry about your sensitivity but I cannot apologize for what I write.

Comments are within my control, I can taper those, but my writing has its own personalities. I am skilled at reading between the lines, life experience, some of the best training and education have almost made me an expert at it. I know what it is people don’t say or indirectly say, or say even when they don’t say it. I get paid to read people.  I have studied some of the bloggers I follow unconsciously but studying people is what I do. I do it even when I don’t realize I’m doing it. Some personalities stronger than others on WordPress and it has been a great journey and very educational. I am in love with social interaction from a blogger’s perspective.