I eat to make the pain fade today
And the dragon in my belly
Plays monstrous villains
Till all my emotional scares fade away
You’ll never understand why I eat the way I do
Don’t try and diagnose me
Because I will eat you away too
I will vomit till my face turns blue
Tryna’ forget that I hate you
And that I hate myself too
I’ve got no place Buildin’ you a rocket up to outer space I watch you fade Keeping the lights on in this forsaken place
Little star Feels like you fell right on my head Gave you away to the wind I hope it was worth it in the end You and my guitar I think you may be my only friend I gave it all to see you shine again I hope it was worth it in the end
Us against the world Just a couple sinner’s makin’ fun of hell If I keep you here I’ll only be doing this for myself
Little star Feels like you fell right on my head Gave you away to the wind I hope it was worth it in the end Yeah, I hope so Think you may be my only friend I gave it all to see you shine again I hope it was worth it in the end
I know this thing is broken So I leave my door wide open Been some time since we’ve spoken One day we’ll meet again Some distance when you’re older You’ll come lean on my shoulder Tell me that storm is over That day we meet again
Feels like you fell right on my head Gave you away to the wind I hope it was worth it in the end You and my guitar I think you may be my only friend I gave you away I hope it was worth it in the end
I rarely do commentary on shows but if you haven’t seen Euphoria it’s a must see! 2 full seasons of addiction and all the insanity’s of having a child who suffers from the disease of addiction. I found this gem of a writer Dominic Fike on the last episode of season 2 and I have written poetry to this song, it has truly been my muse! Awesome write!
I have gone for miles trying to catch your breathe
Lost left me
Lay death upon my chest
Trying to catch the demon that rolls rust
Timely
Unrest
And a phantoms tale swags
and it drags
and it drags
my face sags
And it sags and I’m sad
Because death waits for me
When after a week He is grunting Startled at the suck Of my body At the impossible of his luck He won’t know How easily we arrived here Playing beats in the half light Won’t know that I have washed these sheets today And I will again tonight Won’t know that I ruin love With the melody of men Slipping into the soft hunger of my dreams
When after a week He is grunting Startled at the suck Of my body At the impossible of his luck He won’t know How easily we arrived here Playing beats in the half light Won’t know that I have washed these sheets today And I will again tonight Won’t know that I ruin love With the melody of men Slipping into the soft hunger of my dreams
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