Wires Hang me from lines
Feeling my dysfunction
Misused like concubines
Movement, sublime and gesture persuade this tri-polar mind
A thesaurus of recordings, memories and movies submit to my personalities
And there all listening
Waiting for the right time
Always skilled at entering unoccupied areas
In spite of danger signs
Paranoid
And church can’t sooth me…
Secret missions scythe my mind and carve 666 in a pattern down my spine
Behind enemy lines
Camouflaged into the walls
Something dragged me aimlessly down haunted halls
Where faces plague me past images degrade me
And forces me to repeatedly listen to Blue October
Hate me https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dDxgSvJINlU
My emotions betray me then my thoughts berate me
I go adrift and they sedate me my instinct violates me and sensations date rape me
Till I wonder to nowhere
And everywhere
And become wonder woman
Doing 100 on 71 South
Demons position curse word to my mouth
My personalities ask me
Which way to go
Heaven or hell?
Critically Tryna’ blink myself into a southern bell
God made me ugly so He could love me
And you can hate me
I despise ever being born
I’m constantly begging God
To please relieve me of this thorn