Nauseous from all the sour men I’ve eaten
Understanding my belly more because of them it’s deepened
Watching others cope by cutting while I watch the blood seeping
Tired from this nod spend all my time sleeping
I’ve been confused, panicked and afflicted
Poor me another so I become estranged and addicted
Lady Sings the Blues was my song
Tryna’ wait on God but He seems to take too long
Dancing would have been nice if it wouldn’t have sickened my brain
Spirituality gone wild need a lion trainer to tame
Moonless nights and sunless days
So she plays
And she played
And he paid
Running from her Shadow Knights turning into days
And he stays
Then he strays
So she prays
An evil trick left me sick nervous click felt time tick
Took me days and days till Dawn the universe spinning there’s no Harmony lost in my yawn
Daydreaming
And so I wait
For the universe to deal me a better hand
mentalnotes1 
nice to see you writing sure, strong poetry….
Hi Mr. Matthew, my cup was so full I felt like I was about to overflow, had to release and what better way than to write. Thank you, your comments always bring a smile to my face (:
you are most welcome dear friend
Really like this and your musical accompaniment. 🙂
Thank you Mark Tulin (:
You’re welcome.
I felt this.. I love it
Thank you so much for visiting this crazy place (;
Thank you !!
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Reblog, because writer’s block has enslaved me…Trying to keep this blog alive ❤
Powerful imagery! This reminds me very much of the first five years after my divorce – the sour men I’d eaten. After those first five years, God gave me a five-year break from anything romantic. I needed that time to heal, honor and love myself. When I was ready, I was dealt a better hand. I hope the same happens for you when the time is right. Trust the timing. ❤
Lessons, we need time to heal after divorce, separation and breakups, in my case death, people don’t get that part always hasty to jump back into a relationship, running from the hurt I guess, I’m guilty of it. With maturity I’ve learned to allow myself time to simmer and cool. I kissed a lot of frogs and found my prince, he passed 12/13/20 of covid. I miss him, I’m giving myself time, I pray to love again but it may take years, my heart is still with my husband. Thanks for your self disclosure and visiting, please come again. Happy Good Friday ❤
I’m very sorry about the passing of your prince. Thank you for letting me know. I hope you can feel his love and God’s love too. These are the loves that last forever. It’s good that you’re taking your time. Enjoy the blessings along the way. Happy Easter!
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