Wishing I was anorexic to throw up this mess
Heart pounding through my chest
Pedestrians moving slow just to watch this train wreck
In the midst of all the confusion
I try so hard to defuse them
To refuse them
The thoughts that sought after me
As I walk in the valley of the shadow of death
I fear all evil
The reason is treason is why those things hunt for me
And melts my candles dry way before that 100th try
Grown in my pants doing the happy dance
Only to begin the noise again
Like wolves in the night
The eye can’t see what the mind tries so hard to fight
Scrambling and fighting for what’s right with the wrong
Because God takes too long
Want to live not relive the forgotten, because the roots rotten
But I still try as my dreams fly by
I ain’t fuckin’ around with that evil sound that keeps talkin’ to me and comin’ to me, and wantin’ me!
And the light always shines on my weary soul!
In my heart of heart there’s something I know I need to do
But I can’t remember because I keep falling asleep
Wake me up from this possession I’m in
This desperation I’m in
Nailed to my own personal cross of sorrow
Waiting for tomorrow
To turn it all around!!!!
Before I hear that sadistic sound that knows my name and has everything to gain
But I’m back in that empty room
My own personal tomb
That I dressed up with flowers
To cover the cinder blocks that took me too long to stack
Some little girls waiting for me!
Some little girl is waiting for me!
Some little girl is waiting just for me!
And been waitin’ and waitin’
And she ain’t waitin’ for my sad to take me away
She got some things she got to say
What took you so long?