Love transformed me
Nobody warned me
Of this dis-ease
I dreamt…
I dreamt some years ago
About a baby being washed out to sea
When I awoke
Instantly
I knew
That little baby girl was me
TO BE CONTINUED….
http://morbidinsanity02.wordpress.com/2012/12/03/nonsense
http://hastywords.wordpress.com/2013/04/14/help-me-celebrate/
https://soundcloud.com/mentalnotes-1/punish-me-like-you-hate-me-by
Punish me like you hate me
Come back to me
Please wait for me
Stay away from me
Insanity
I feel your imperfections
Holding me like a vice
Torturing with beauty
I can’t stand them
Can’t live without them
Should I doubt them
Your lies
‘Cause last night you touched me just right
And squeezed in places that were way to tight
Punish me like you hate me
Don’t be too “Hasty”
I make “Mental Notes” when I drip
Mental strokes with my hips
I do the most with my lips
Come face me
You never waste me
I love when you get mad at me
Put ‘dim’ hands on me
I am intrigued by your “Morbid Insanity”
Let the lights on
Take my clothes off
Come to me in flames
Touch me with no shame
I am the one who’s wronged you
Punish me with your blame
Punish me like you hate me
Come back to me
Please wait for me
Stay away from me
Insanity
Blind me with illusions
Tell me another lie
Abuse me one more time
Fool me one more day
Anything so I can feel alive
Make the rope tighter
Keep me in bondage with fear
Make me kiss you harder
Lick away my tears
Heat from your eyes
Set everything inside on fire
Tempt every living desire
Soft caresses burning my skin
Then painful smacks
Keep me on track
Submissive
Punish me like you hate me
But love me like I am rare
The only oxygen you can bear
We love each other
This punishment is rare
Punish me like you hate me
Come back to me
Please wait for me
Stay away from me
Insanity
Dark skies encompass my heart
Because for a brief moment we were just centimeters apart
And she held on tightly to my gentle parts
That float
In limbo
Somewhere eon’s out in the hemisphere
I want her gone
The sickening truth is
She is part of my scares
And she will always live here
http://hastywords.wordpress.com/2013/04/14/help-me-celebrate/
The above is Hasty’s request for her one year anniversary in blogging and I was more than happy to meet the challenge
This third duet was done with a sort of Word Smith http://seanbidd.com/2013/03/26/beyond-the-dry-grass/
I have loved you for over two thousand years
If I could find you in a million faces
Your place
A speak-easy
They’re a million faces of you…
I can smell only traces of you
Residue and relics lost
I’m caught between worlds searching to find silk just as soft
Behold the tares of 18th Century gods
Held in high regard
Amongst our tethered Frey
Searching for the most qualified rhetorician
To convince the gods of something tangible today
Once again
Here
Caught
Caught in our slow dance
Oh I love that way
The way your words
They climb through the seasons
And give them meaning
Till here we are
With the wild sea roses
As they rise up, upon each wave of sand
Can you tell me, the direction we’re headed?
Spirit, lover, soul mate
We are headed towards ripples of sand storms
Slaying beast that come between our worlds that were torn
Through old lovers and street huggers
We are headed towards cowboys and Indians
And will move rummage any kin to them
We are headed towards Transylvania
Where we were first bitten
Socrates, Plato and Aristotle will gather the town hall
They will convince them all of why we should be together
We are headed towards Jack the Ripper, Shakespeare and Vladimir
Mozart, Beethoven and acapellas with compose a song for us
You must purchase for me a Mona Lisa or a Moana
For when the gods brings us together
It seems like centuries till the day
And not even I will tire of this search
This unquenchable thirst
So I search this bruised place leaving not one crevice untraced
I time travel
Skimming the surface
Searching
For
You
Whisper it loud into the storm’s wild wind
Let the gods give Romeo and Juliet their chance to start all over again
To take us flying above with your songs
Where each atmosphere
Sweats thick with your thoughts
If I could find you in a million faces
Your place
A speak-easy
They’re a million faces of you
I have loved you for over two thousand years
And the gods have denied our request
And now
We roam this bruised place
Obsessed
Chasing
Only traces
Of you
And so
We time travel
“I would love if my blogger family will reach out to someone new…or someone old a blogging friend you admire…and ask them to do a poetic duet with you. On April 25th I will showcase all the duets you ping back here to this post”. Here is her link to the challenge http://hastywords.wordpress.com/2013/04/14/help-me-celebrate/
The above is Hasty’s request for her one year anniversary in blogging and
I was more than happy to meet the challenge
This is my 2nd duet done with the very misunderstood http://morbidinsanity02.wordpress.com/2012/12/03/nonsense/
https://soundcloud.com/mentalnotes-1/misunderstood-by-morbid
Darkness engulfs my ancient soul
Pharaoh overtakes me and bleeds my heart cold
Snipping at me with invisible shears
All made of bitter tears
Nights and days I scream and cry
But no one hears…
Nobody asks why
Nobody sees…
My insignificants
That breeds magnificent
How did I get on the wrong side of this voyage?
I try to explore this
The tears that I cry
Nobody sees them sprout out of me!
All I have suffered until today have made me this that I am!
I look for transparency
But all I encounter is my own insanity
A lack of humanity
Even I misunderstand me
I wish I could have someone to weep with me my immense grief
Making me stop floating in fear
Oh I wish I could cry this I feel inside!
But I can’t get out of this dark valley I hide
I wish I could have someone to weep with me my immense grief
Making me stop floating in fear
But all I have is…
I
Only
I
With my huge pain
The pain that have made me this that I am
Oh I wish I could cry all this I feel inside!
But I can’t get out of this dark valley that I hide
“I would love if my blogger family will reach out to someone new…or someone old a blogging friend you admire…and ask them to do a poetic duet with you. On April 25th I will showcase all the duets you ping back here to this post”. Here is her link to the challenge http://hastywords.wordpress.com/2013/04/14/help-me-celebrate/
The above is Hasty’s request for her one year anniversary in blogging and I was more than happy to meet the challenge
My duet was done with the very talented http://kipwalkin.wordpress.com/ and sinse we wrote this just today April 22
My birthday (: and also earth day I thought it appropriate to metaphorically write
about the world, the love in it and the lack of love for it
https://soundcloud.com/mentalnotes-1/untitled-poetry-by-me-and
Waste not what love has spilled
From Kentucky to Pennsylvania
With love filled thrills
The world has measured me weird
Like the clouds cover the sky
And the sunlight pierces the scene
This feeling gets me so high
And engulfs me from within
Loves river overflow and this tide won’t let us show
The places love has taken us
Only
Spirits
Only spirits dare to go
The unrelenting dynamics
In the workings of love within the heart
Steers the intangible mechanics
Of undying passions through sacred parts
Weird as it may seem
When tranquil
Thoughts grow wings
And depart to paths serene
Away from the dirt reality flings
Only God can set this scene
That covers the earth so green
Adam and Eve began to scheme
The love I am speaking of
Has become an evil dream
I have three hundred and sixty- five and a half reasons why I shouldn’t be at this place
And still I wait…
https://soundcloud.com/mentalnotes-1/calamity-poetry
I failed to see his logic
As he sang to me notes of anarchy and tragedy
I believed in this bittersweet fantasy that danced with me
And romanced me into submission
And I was wishin’ upon a star
That was light years to far
From my reality
I needed lanced and drained
To keep my nostrils free from cocaine
His presentation was a little blan
As we walked together holding hands in the sand
I heard him laugh and talk about our night together
And my heart went cold when he said
She was better
It was a high note I wrote
As I remembered the bomb in me that was ticking
I had hate to the deep of my blood and the taste was sickening
I was desperate for some pharmaceuticals to get me through my thoughts
I thought I was the seducer but I was the one who was caught
I needed a bible verse, jesus, church
Or a witches curse to rid me of this
Of this
Calamity
My friend was such a joy to be around
It was a little embarrassing when it made loud buzzing sounds
It was always there through every phase of my life
And over the years we’ve become awfully tight
I never met anything that made my insides feel so right
It swept in to comfort me on some of the loneliness nights
I don’t have to cook or clean
And it lets me be right
That’s why my dildo is my best friend
And has become the love of my life
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