Month: April 2013

DIS-EASE (RANDOM THOUGHT)

Love transformed me

Nobody warned me

Of this dis-ease

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PUNISH ME LIKE YOU HATE ME BY MORBID, HASTY AND ME (POETRY TREO W/AUDIO)

http://morbidinsanity02.wordpress.com/2012/12/03/nonsense

http://hastywords.wordpress.com/2013/04/14/help-me-celebrate/

https://soundcloud.com/mentalnotes-1/punish-me-like-you-hate-me-by

Punish me like you hate me

Come back to me

Please wait for me

Stay away from me

Insanity

I feel your imperfections

Holding me like a vice

Torturing with beauty

I can’t stand them

Can’t live without them

Should I doubt them

 

Your lies

 

‘Cause last night you touched me just right

 And squeezed in places that were way to tight

Punish me like you hate me

Don’t be too “Hasty”

 I make “Mental Notes” when I drip

Mental strokes with my hips

I do the most with my lips

Come face me

You never waste me

I love when you get mad at me

Put ‘dim’ hands on me

I am intrigued by your “Morbid Insanity”

Let the lights on

Take my clothes off

Come to me in flames

Touch me with no shame

I am the one who’s wronged you

Punish me with your blame

 

Punish me like you hate me

Come back to me

Please wait for me

Stay away from me

 

Insanity

 

Blind me with illusions

Tell me another lie

Abuse me one more time

 Fool me one more day

 Anything so I can feel alive

Make the rope tighter

Keep me in bondage with fear

Make me kiss you harder

Lick away my tears

Heat from your eyes

Set everything inside on fire

Tempt every living desire

Soft caresses burning my skin

Then painful smacks

Keep me on track

Submissive

Punish me like you hate me

But love me like I am rare

The only oxygen you can bear

We love each other

This punishment is rare

Punish me like you hate me

 

Come back to me

Please wait for me

Stay away from me

 

Insanity

TIME TRAVEL BY SEAN BIDD AND ME (POETRY DUET #3 W/ AUDIO)

http://hastywords.wordpress.com/2013/04/14/help-me-celebrate/

The above is Hasty’s request for her one year anniversary in blogging and I was more than happy to meet the challenge

This third duet was done with a sort of Word Smith http://seanbidd.com/2013/03/26/beyond-the-dry-grass/ 

I have loved you for over two thousand years

If I could find you in a million faces

Your place

A speak-easy

They’re a million faces of you…

I can smell only traces of you

Residue and relics lost

I’m caught between worlds searching to find silk just as soft

Behold the tares of 18th Century gods

Held in high regard

Amongst our tethered Frey

Searching for the most qualified rhetorician

To convince the gods of something tangible today

 

Once again

Here

Caught

Caught in our slow dance

Oh I love that way

The way your words

They climb through the seasons

And give them meaning

Till here we are

With the wild sea roses

As they rise up, upon each wave of sand

Can you tell me, the direction we’re headed?

Spirit, lover, soul mate

We are headed towards ripples of sand storms

Slaying beast that come between our worlds that were torn

Through old lovers and street huggers

We are headed towards cowboys and Indians

And will move rummage any kin to them

We are headed towards Transylvania

Where we were first bitten

Socrates, Plato and Aristotle will gather the town hall

They will convince them all of why we should be together

We are headed towards Jack the Ripper, Shakespeare and Vladimir

Mozart, Beethoven and acapellas with compose a song for us

You must purchase for me a Mona Lisa or a Moana

For when the gods brings us together

It seems like centuries till the day

And not even I will tire of this search

This unquenchable thirst

So I search this bruised place leaving not one crevice untraced

I time travel

Skimming the surface

Searching

For

You

 

Whisper it loud into the storm’s wild wind

Let the gods give Romeo and Juliet their chance to start all over again

To take us flying above with your songs

Where each atmosphere

Sweats thick with your thoughts

If I could find you in a million faces

Your place

A speak-easy

They’re a million faces of you

I have loved you for over two thousand years 

And the gods have denied our request

And now

 We roam this bruised place

Obsessed

Chasing

Only traces

Of you

And so

 We time travel

 

MISUNDERSTOOD BY MORBID INSANITY AND ME (POETRY DUET #2 W/AUDIO)

“I would love if my blogger family will reach out to someone new…or someone old a blogging friend you admire…and ask them to do a poetic duet with you.  On April 25th I will showcase all the duets you ping back here to this post”. Here is her link to the challenge http://hastywords.wordpress.com/2013/04/14/help-me-celebrate/

The above is Hasty’s request for her one year anniversary in blogging and

I was more than happy to meet the challenge

This is my 2nd duet done with the very misunderstood http://morbidinsanity02.wordpress.com/2012/12/03/nonsense/

https://soundcloud.com/mentalnotes-1/misunderstood-by-morbid

Darkness engulfs my ancient soul

Pharaoh overtakes me and bleeds my heart cold

Snipping at me with invisible shears

All made of bitter tears

 Nights and days I scream and cry

 But no one hears…

Nobody asks why

Nobody sees…

My insignificants

That breeds magnificent

How did I get on the wrong side of this voyage?

I try to explore this

The tears that I cry

 

Nobody sees them sprout out of me!

 All I have suffered until today have made me this that I am!

 

I look for transparency

But all I encounter is my own insanity

A lack of humanity

Even I misunderstand me

 

I wish I could have someone to weep with me my immense grief

 Making me stop floating in fear

Oh I wish I could cry this I feel inside!

But I can’t get out of this dark valley I hide

 

I wish I could have someone to weep with me my immense grief

Making me stop floating in fear

But all I have is…

 I

Only

I

 With my huge pain
The pain that have made me this that I am

Oh I wish I could cry all this I feel inside!

 But I can’t get out of this dark valley that I hide

UNBRIDLED LOVE BY NDIFREKE AND ME (POETRY DUET #1 W/AUDIO)

“I would love if my blogger family will reach out to someone new…or someone old a blogging friend you admire…and ask them to do a poetic duet with you.  On April 25th I will showcase all the duets you ping back here to this post”. Here is her link to the challenge http://hastywords.wordpress.com/2013/04/14/help-me-celebrate/

The above is Hasty’s request for her one year anniversary in blogging and I was more than happy to meet the challenge

My duet was done with the very talented http://kipwalkin.wordpress.com/ and sinse we wrote this just today April 22

My birthday (: and also earth day I thought it appropriate to metaphorically write

about the world, the love in it and the lack of love for it

https://soundcloud.com/mentalnotes-1/untitled-poetry-by-me-and

Waste not what love has spilled

 From Kentucky to Pennsylvania

 With love filled thrills

 The world has measured me weird

Like the clouds cover the sky

And the sunlight pierces the scene

This feeling gets me so high

And engulfs me from within

Loves river overflow and this tide won’t let us show

The places love has taken us

 

Only

Spirits

 

Only spirits dare to go

The unrelenting dynamics

In the workings of love within the heart

Steers the intangible mechanics

Of undying passions through sacred parts

Weird as it may seem

When tranquil

 Thoughts grow wings

And depart to paths serene

Away from the dirt reality flings

Only God can set this scene

That covers the earth so green

Adam and Eve began to scheme

The love I am speaking of

Has become an evil dream

 

CALAMITY (POETRY W/ AUDIO)

https://soundcloud.com/mentalnotes-1/calamity-poetry

I failed to see his logic

As he sang to me notes of anarchy and tragedy

I believed in this bittersweet fantasy that danced with me

And romanced me into submission

And I was wishin’ upon a star

That was light years to far

From my reality

I needed lanced and drained

To keep my nostrils free from cocaine

His presentation was a little blan

As we walked together holding hands in the sand

I heard him laugh and talk about our night together

And my heart went cold when he said

She was better

It was a high note I wrote

As I remembered the bomb in me that was ticking

I had hate to the deep of my blood and the taste was sickening

I was desperate for some pharmaceuticals to get me through my thoughts

I thought I was the seducer but I was the one who was caught

I needed a bible verse, jesus, church

Or a witches curse to rid me of this

Of this

Calamity

THE LOVE OF MY LIFE (POETRY)

My friend was such a joy to be around

It was a little embarrassing when it made loud buzzing sounds

It was always there through every phase of my life

And over the years we’ve become awfully tight

I never met anything that made my insides feel so right

It swept in to comfort me on some of the loneliness nights

I don’t have to cook or clean

And it lets me be right

That’s why my dildo is my best friend

And  has become the love of my life