This was a dangerous combination
This mangled relation
That confused even me
Hungry for this thing
That challenged the woman who lived in me
To set this little girl free
She keeps trying to suppress the grown up in me
I’m trying to burry this little brat
Who keeps showing up to see
If she’s the one who is in control of me
She shows up at the most opportune times
Shoving her way rudely to the front of my line
Violently screaming
IM HERE…
My heart throbbing with fear
And she proceeds anyway
Daring anybody to get in the woman’s way
She has to have it her way
And sometimes
Not even I can control her
I try not to disturb her
Can’t parole her
Because she is the little girl
Who will probably
Always
Live in me
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