WHAT THE F*** IS THIS????? (POETRY REPOST W/AUDIO)

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 I DIDN’T MEAN TO GIVE MYSELF TO ANOTHER,,,OR DID I

HE STARTLED ME AS I TURNED AROUND, I HEARD THAT MANLY SOUND, THAT WAS HIM

I WAS CAUGHT OFF GAURD, WHEN HE SAID

WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS!!!

I DID NOT MEAN TO GIVE MYSELF TO ANOTHER, I TOLD MY HUSBAND, IT WAS ONLY A KISS

I STOOD THERE IN THE RAIN AS THE GEL FROM MY CURL SET RAN DOWN MY TEMPLE

I LOVE YOU, I SAID, AND AGAIN, HE SAID

WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS!!!!!!!!

I, I, I , AS I STUDDERED TO TRY AND FIND THE WORDS

MY MISTRESS STOOD THERE PLEADING WITH HER EYES FOR ME TO ACKNOWLEDGE HER

SHE WANTED ME TO SAY, THIS IS THE WOMAN IV’E BEEN SEEING EVERY DAY

BUT I STOOD THERE,,,BLANK

AS I WATCHED MY HUSBANDS HEART SINK INTO THE EARTH WITH THE RAIN

I WANTED TO REVERSE THIS PAIN

HE SAID, WITH MUCH MORE AUTHORITY

WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS, IF IT’ WAS ONLY A KISS, WHY IS SHE CRYING

I DIDN’T MEAN TO GIVE MYSELF TO ANOTHER

OR DID I

I STOOD THERE TRAPPED, BUT IF I WALKED AWAY NOW, I KNEW I’D MISS HER KISS

WE ALL JUST STOOD THERE

IN THE RAIN

AS I THOUGHT

WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS!!!!!!

35 thoughts on “WHAT THE F*** IS THIS????? (POETRY REPOST W/AUDIO)

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      1. you’re welcome! 🙂 I admire the fact that you expose what you write. keep doing it!

      1. Yes it is. I think you’ll love college. I started late and worked my ass off – best time of my life and I got so much more from it for being older (and actually wanting to learn rather than just party ;))
        Good luck 😆

  1. This poem has more reality than most I have read. I love the clash of decisions and the turning of “What the fuck is this.”
    p.s. Thanks for the follow. You write very well. Follow returned.

    1. AWWWEEE, THANK YOU darkanddreary, THIS WAS A TRUE STORY, MY FRIEND WAS MORE MESSED UP ABOUT HER ROLLERSET THAN BEING COUGHT BY HER HUSBAND,,,(LONGSIGH) THANKS FOR THE FOLLOW

  2. First off, thank you for following my blog. Secondly, you are a great writer. I felt like I was witnessing this aching, beautiful and slightly dangerous drama unfold. Great post!

  3. hi dear,, thanks for the follow. I really appreciate.. and about this post.. hmmm.. since its a true story how the fuck did your friend settled with the “what the fuck is this” of a man.. well it really felt like I was there when it happened,, GREAT POST FRIEND….

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