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This twisted kiss
I’m hating this
Exposing all this fckin’ shit
The word play
The comments today
Lead me down a path of twisted no where’s
With shares and likes
But who is it that really sits behind that pc
From my solace carries malice
But you wouldn’t know just by reading me
Never seeing me but looking thru me
From my reality
My Avatar
She waves goodbye to me
Only a morbid sign
Of rotten chimes
Sounds of angels
But the root is mangled
And I will never be granted my wings
Because off all the bad things I’ve seen
As I watch her play on that wicked and rusted swing
Posting this shit for you to read between what’s caught
The twisted thoughts
A fckin’ sadist
Is how I made this
Sick game
For her own personal gain
Re-lived
Innocents
Free me from this dark cloud of razor blades
Anxiety and depression
Living in this lesson
That I tainted with my own haunted files
I only needed her for a little while
Now bats circle my bed
Like a storm brewing over my head
And stewing in suicidal thoughts
Caught in a web
That keeps me isolated
Gabriel keeps trying to get me to journey the map
It’s a silly trap and I remember the road that it traveled for way too long
Singing hate me by Blue October http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ddxgsvjinlu
Left
Right
And none are right so I lose sight
Of what’s right with the wrong
And I listen while crying to Blue October’s song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ddxgsvjinlu
Hate me
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